non est aliud
quod volui dicere
sit aliquid relictum
quod nescio quomodo oblitus
et ego etiam piger
scribere omnia
totus super iterum
nihil contra te
personaliter
ego iustus vere volo
missis his litteris
mihi opus est multo iam tempore
scribere omnia
et nunc
ego sum complevit
ego iustus recordatus
id est aliquid dicere
ut melius
non omittere omnia
sed fortasse tempus erit
quando gravis scire
quod nostis
quod scio
et e converso
scis
suus melius habere eam
de pectore
scribo illud aliquo modo
adiuvat me
quia veritas est
et scio
veritas potest nocere interdum
aut fortasse nimis saepe
non vis esse mentiti sunt
sed et nos audire non vis
aut audire aut legere
veritas
et non est aliquid medium
potes adhuc tacere
potes dicere
non est aliquid dicere
ubi non est
et non est
sit aliquid relictum dicere
ita hic est —
amo te.
there is another thing
that I wanted to say
there is something left
that I somehow forgot
and I’m too lazy
to write all of it
all over again
it’s nothing against you
personally
I just really want to
sent this letter
I needed to much time already
to write everything down
and now
that I’m finished
I just remembered
that there is something left to say
it might be better
not to mention it al all
but maybe there will be a time
when it’s important to know
that you know
that I know
and vice versa
you know
it’s better to have it
off my chest
writing it down somehow
helps me
because it’s the truth
and I know
the truth can hurt sometimes
or maybe too often
we don’t want to be lied to
but we also don’t want to hear
or listen or read
the truth
and there isn’t something in between
you can still be silent
you can say
there isn’t anything left to say
when there isn’t
and there isn’t
there is something left to say
so here it is —
I love you.
© Dominik Alexander / 2025
© Leandro De Carvalho (image)