thinking is futile

I’m walking on
Drifting
Only in my thoughts
There is sunshine
Where rain should be
But there is only me
Where should be
The two of us —

I’m finding home
Wherever I am
What is it again
No village
No town
No city
Not even a lawn
Idea at dawn —

I’m searching clouds
At midnight
Out of sight
Are those dreams
From centuries ago
Let them go
Just move on
Forget to breathe —

I’m looking deep
There is no need
Thinking is futile
In a world of pain
Nothing to gain
On the market of tears
Only fears
To wish for —

I’m taking on
The darkest sun
The brightest moon
Drawing stars
Over scars
And shining on
Under water
Let’s see.